Is anyone still there? I wonder.
If there is, hi. Do you wonder what happened?
I don't know if I can find the right words, how to explain what happened properly. Let's just say I'm unhappy. I always feel unhappy with what I make, like it's all shit and I feel super ashamed of it. One day it got really REALLY bad and in an anxiety/ panic attack I deleted 90% of my gallery. I was too afraid and ashamed to post anything after that.
My mental health is pretty bad and I took many long breaks before, but right now I'm at a really deep point. I have to work and fix these issues.
I just wanted to let the few people who are still there know what happened, I feel like the longer I wait with this information the harder it'll be for me to come back.